Missing Robert Pattinson...

Couple of thoughts...

1. This song (Superstar)

has been going through my head for days.

DAYS.

And it keeps making me think of Robert.

Always Robert.

"Long ago... and oh so far away"

"I fell in love with you..."

"Before the second show..."

"Your guitar... it sounds so sweet and clear"

"But you're not really here...

It's just the radio..."

2. So... word is Robert will be hosting the London

portion of the "Hope for Haiti" telethon.

Robert.

On TV.

Robert.

I mean... I can't even put into words the feeling

that came over me at reading those words.

One thing stands out perfectly clear...

I've Missed Robert Pattinson.

A lot.

I may have tried to kid myself into thinking

that maybe...

just maybe...

I was kinda getting over him.

That maybe...

I didn't care as much.

Can I just say

LIAR! LIAR! PANTS ON FIRE!

I care.

I was only trying to protect myself

from not being able to see him.

It was self preservation...

It was trying to tame the addiction...

2. Which brings us to...

When did Robert and Kristen 

become so damn good at evading the Paps?

Impressive?

You bet.

I mean, its not like London Paps aren't

notorious for their stalker skills.

How in the hell has he done it?

And Kristen...

One picture in weeks... and weeks.

I love that they have figured it out.

I love that they have had so much down time.

(Together)

But damn...

I miss both of their faces...

Yanno?

3. I'm so so (so) excited for Kristen

and Sundance.

I want her films to do so so (so) well.

Is Kristen the best actress of her generation?

I don't know...

But we just might find out soon enough.

4. I got this long. long. long. email yesterday.

Someone wanted to share their opinion

about how Rob and Kristen's relationship

is all for show.

It's all a PR move...

Mostly for Kristen 

Because of course she 'sucks' and needs 

to attach herself to Robert's 'star'.

Everything we've seen thus far has all been planned.

All of it.

And yeah, Rob is going along with it 

because Summit told him to!

Of course.

Studios usually dictate to people who work for them

who they hang around with on their own time.

And Rob being the nice guy that he is...

wants to help out poor Kristen's career

so he is pretending to like her 

and posing for all those pictures

of them snuggling at concerts

and holding hands.

And yeah...

Summit made Robert invite Kristen to England...

Because we all know that the Twilight movies

need ALL the help they can get

in terms of publicity and press.

And I'm not making this up.

This person REALLY believes this shit.

And this sort of delusion isn't even funny.

It's fucking scary.

Please stop writing to me.

Please.

5. Robert on TV this Friday.

I get to look at him.

I get to listen to him.

I get to see him.

OK.

I'm better.

6. Bye for now