Rob and Kristen- Plug the Leak

How can you not LOVE this picture?

SO.

Big Robert Weekend.

Water For Elephants

Here

There

Everywhere.

It was magnificent.

I love listening and watching Robert talk.

He's just so damn charming.

So adorable.

So... Rob.

Rob seems to have this effect on women...

Random Thoughts.

OK... maybe not so random.

But I gotta start somewhere... right?

1. Rob and Reese did a lot of interviews this weekend...

And they are incredibly sweet together.

Reese is wonderful.

Just wonderful.

She's witty and has a great sense of humor

and she always looks gorgeous.

I loved seeing her and Rob laugh together

and kid around and make jokes.

I'm so happy that Rob got to work with someone like Reese

So classy.

SO SWEET!

Robert and Reese have wonderful chemistry.

You KNOW WFE will be phenomenal.

*There's a pic of Rob/Reese holding hands

and of course the predictable

"THIS IS HOW YOU HOLD HANDS!"

Just goes to show you how much

the pics of Rob/Kristen holding hands

bothers the living shit out of them.

BWAHAHAHAHA*

The man is always thinking.

2. Let's address the whole leaked pictures thing.

More were released last night.

Did I see them?

Yeah... they were all over the place in a matter of seconds.

I have no idea how people get these pictures.

Any private pictures for that matter.

I can only assume that some of those have come from

Robert's personal account as well.

This is what Robert had to say:

“I want the ‘Twilight’ troops to mobilize, all the good fans, and find out who these little shits are and just hack into their computers and destroy them,” RPattz said with a laugh, later adding, “I’m being genuinely serious, ‘Twilight’ fans … Punish them."
It wasn’t just the content of the leaked images that bothered Pattinson so much — “It’s raw footage: It’s not even what people are going to see,” he noted — but the intention behind it. “Why do this maliciously? You’re not a fan. You’re just a dick,” he said, once again with a laugh, adding,”That’s all there is to it.

Well.

As I've stated before

I've looked at the pics.

I can't help it.

I'm curious. I'm nosy.

I can at least admit it.

But I don't RT the links on Twitter.

I don't post the pics here on my blog.

I have no idea where they are coming from.

And how they keep getting away with it.

But it does upset me that Rob is so pissed.

He really doesn't need to deal with this shit too.

People keep hacking into HIS email account?

How does someone do that and not feel like complete shit?

And honestly...

I don't get the motive.

Like Rob said...

They aren't selling the pics 

(that we know of)

So why just slowly leak them out?

It IS malicious... isn't it?

And they aren't fans of Robert, Kristen

or of Twilight.

Yes. 

I've looked at pictures that were sent to me.

(And yeah... I liked seeing some of them)

And I will continue to look at the pictures.

Does that make me a bad guy?

I don't think so.

I'm not the one hacking into peoples private accounts

I'm not the one leaking raw footage and personal pics.

It does get rather frightening the lengths people go to

to get their hands on something that doesn't belong to them.

And the thing is...

I'm not even sure of the hackers agenda.

To hurt Breaking Dawn?

Because even those the pics weren't meant to be seen...

I'm guessing it has amped up some peoples desires to see this movie.

Does the hacker want to hurt Robert and Kristen?

I cannot imagine anyone wanting to do that.

EVER.

I give a shit about Summit...

But don't fucking MESS with Robert and Kristen.

You don't want to fucking GO there.

Best Buddies.

3. So where does that leave us?

People are pointing fingers ALL over the place for the leaks.

The only thing I'm guilty of... is looking at them.

(OK, so I squeeee'd a bit too)

Unlike some people...

I have no motive to disparage Rob or Kristen.

Or the Twilight Saga.

And if I were looking for 'hits' like so many other blogs/tumblrs

I would have immediately posted the pics.

And that's not a criticism for those who did...

Just that its not what I'm about.

And yeah...

There are people who just want to prove that they are 'insiders'

so they will go too far to validate their claim...

But as you all know...

I'm no insider.

Never claimed to be.

Sometimes I hear or see things that are interesting.

That's all.

And last but not least...

Let's discuss Hatesten/Hyenas

(And let's not confuse Hyenas with Nonst*ns... they aren't always the same

Even I can admit there are some decent Nonst*ns out there)

But they are sometimes good entertainment.

Like this...

When the BD pics were first leaked...

They were HOWLING about how Summit was leaking

the pictures to sabotage WFE!!!

"Obvious agenda is obvious!"

"Scummit will do anything to prove they OWN Rob!"

But wait...

THEN when some more pics were released...

it became all about Kristen

"Kristen is jealous of all the attention Rob is getting"

"Kristen is definitely the one behind the leaks"

"Kristen is desperate to stay relevant!"

Right.

How fickle is Hatesten?

And now?

Well... because Rob called the Hackers 'shits and dicks"

Of course... 

He's talking about 'shippers and sheep".

"Rob knows all about Robsten/Shippers hoarding pics!"

Yeah.

Like you haven't had access to pics too?

I've seen the ones with the tags 

I've seen the boastful claims to 'knowing someone' 

in the business and seeing stuff you 'can't post'

I love how quickly you forget

your own bragging about inside information.

Just where do you think this stuff comes from?

The shiny Hatesten fairy?

But the biggest guffaw?

"Rob's a Nonnie. Suck on that Sheep"

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

JFC.

Yeah. OK.

Honestly.

I may shake my head and wonder about

stuff I read sometimes...

and even though I laugh at some of the NONsense

that is constantly being scraped from the bottom

of that proverbial barrel...

I really try to leave it there.

But to call Robert a Nonnie is pretty fucking sad.

And kinda delusional.

That you even assume he knows you exist at all...

Let alone would take your 'side' against Kristen?

Someone he OBVIOUSLY adores?

Really now??

And sure... point your paw at 'shippers/sheep'

every time someone from the lunatic fringe does

something embarrassing and horrendous

but it works BOTH ways.

It's fucking crazy on both extreme edges of this fandom.

Stop with the broad stroke generalities.

There is a small.

Small.

Group of fanatics who do this shit.

Loonstens.

Craystens.

Giving every fan a bad name and embarrassing

the living fuck out of everyone.

Because it IS embarrassing.

It's one of the reasons I don't share this with

a lot of people in my 'real' life.

Just Because.

Final thought.

When these BD pictures were leaked...

My first thought wasn't who to BLAME.

I wasn't immediately pointing fingers at Hatesten/Nonst*n

I didn't point fingers at anyone.

But if you think about it...

Whoever is doing this...

isn't a fan of Robert or Kristen.

No one who hacks into personal email accounts

is thinking about Robert.

And I can imagine their disappointment at seeing

months of their hard work being shown

in such a rough and unedited form.

I've heard all the talk about the many pictures

that are still out there.

And I've no doubt that is true.

I've seen a few.

I'm even wondering how many hackers there are now...

Is the one who got into Rob's email

the same one who got into Stephenie Meyers?

Who knows.

 And will these leaks just keep happening every day?

Just how much material do they really have?

I'm kinda thinking a lot.

Like really a lot.

Because Summit has made a public statement about it...

And Robert has publicly called them shitty dicks.

So...

They sound worried.

Scared even.

Makes you wonder.

The smiles on your faces tell us everything we need to know...

Bottom line final thought.

Sorry.

I've been just rambling endlessly about this.

I'm sure repeated myself a few times.

I just can't feel guilty about looking at the leaked pics

and actually enjoying seeing some of them.

Should I feel guilty about where they came from?

Probably.

But that's mostly because of Rob making a point

of calling out the 'idiots'.

I guess in my zeal in seeing new pictures of

Robert and Kristen

being all sweet and intimate...

I never really thought about WHERE they came from.

The wedding pics?

The pic of Rob/Kristen in front of the Christmas tree?

The drunken bar pictures?

Where did they come from?

Who took those pictures?

Scary indeed.

I won't be a hypocrite and say I won't look at pictures

people send me...

But if the 'leaks' stopped today

I would be OK with that.

No one needs to be hacking and fucking around

where you don't belong.

Leave Robert alone.

He has enough fucking stress from lunatics

stalking/harassing/screaming at him.

Seriously.

There's a reason he took off his jacket when he saw the cameras...

Get the Fuck out of Robert's stuff.

This post is brought to you by the letter *L*

L for LEAKS

Will the dam break?

Who will stick their finger in the hole?

Why does that sound incredibly dirty?

Why am I asking so many questions?

Who do I expect to answer me?

Why am I hungry?

Why is that bird flying into my house?

Why is Robert so fucking handsome and perfect?

Why do I want to protect Kristen Stewart?

What is my fascination with Tom Sturridge?

Why can't people just accept that

RobertLovesKristenLovesRobert?

L for Laughs.

Gotta enjoy the laughs.

There is always another one around the corner.

And truly.

Laughing is so much better than the bitter anger.

Come on over...

Its nice here.

The grass is really greener!

Again.

I apologize for the 

rambling ranty randomness

of this post.

Bye for now

♥♥♥

Rob and Kristen- Life is but a Dream

Put your head on my shoulder...

Random thoughts.

1 Don't you just LOVE this VF photoshoot?

Man oh man.

I sure do.

It still remains one of my all time favorites

of Rob and Kristen together.

Not only do they both look absolutely gorgeous...

But do you remember when the video came out?

Do you remember what you thought when you saw it?

Rob and Kristen are completely into each other.

I remember it vividly.

Up until that point they did their share of flirting...

but when you looked at these pictures...

and watched the video

There was no doubt something was going on.

They were so intimate with each other...

So close.

It went beyond the flirty stage

They had taken that next step...

Whisper in my ear... Baby

The video was like over an hour long...

And I recall watching it again and again

Fascinated by what I was seeing.

I also remember discussing what we were watching

at great length with other "ROBsessed" fans...

Some not wanting to believe what they saw

Some making excuses for what they saw

Some realizing that Rob and Kristen were

very likely a bit more than friends at this point.

Or at the very least...

Quickly becoming more than friends.

Words I want to hear, Tell me. Tell me that you Love me too.

2. Back to dreams.

I've been having very vivid dreams lately.

Very.

Vivid.

So real that when you wake up you are kinda thinking...

"Did that just happen? WTF?"

I have had dreams where my husband was being a total asshat

and then when I woke up...

I was all mad at him!

Truly dreams can be powerful.

So my dream last night had Nikki Reed in it...

But it was kinda set in the "Wizard of Oz"

Strange.

And there were all sorts of familiar faces in it.

The resemblance is uncanny...

So in my dream...

Nikki was the Wicked Witch of the West.

She spent the better part of my dream chasing poor Dorothy around...

Who had a slight resemblance to Kristen.

No matter where our poor Dorothy went...

Nikki Witch followed.

Cackling and harassing.

Green. Short. Spice.

And then these little kids came out of nowhere...

Kinda creepy.

One of them was Green.

And kinda stumpy.

They started singing.

Badly.

They just wanted attention.

Poor Dorothy.

Being followed by wicked witches

and little green children.

But never fear!

The Scarecrow saved the day!

The Scarecrow 

Who was a bit adorkable and charming...

and completely intoxicating...

Came to the rescue

and threw the bucket of water on that Witch

and she started melting...

Melting.

I woke up at the second chorus of

Ding Dong The Witch is Dead!

What a dream... huh?

Life is but a dream.

Cockroaches... Hyenas. Same difference.

3. I debated whether to talk about this or not.

But... it was rather amusing...

So...

I guess someone turned over a rock somewhere

and all the Hatesten cockroaches went scurrying for cover.

Hatesten needs a dark, dank, urine soaked hellhole

(Yes, it's from The Simpsons)

from which to hate on Kristen Stewart.

(And anyone who disagrees with them)

It's what they do.

So I'm sure they have fixed the problem

and have crawled back under their slimy rock.

Yes.

You are ALL about hate.

That's the only reason you exist.

TWIRLING! TWIRLING! TWIRLING!

4. I wonder if Kristen will go to London for the Baftas.

I know that the previous winner usually hands out the award

the following year.

Will she get time off from BD?

Will Rob go with her?

Will they sit together?

Will Kristen smirk when there is a picture

of her and Rob leaving together?

So much TOGETHER.

It will never end.

;)

This post is brought to you by the letter *W*

W for Wicked Witches.

No one will miss you.

It's almost like you didn't exist.

And 

W for WOW

Isn't it obvious why I'm crushing on him?

 Tom.

WoW

I was lost...

and now I am found.

Bye for now

♥♥♥

Random Rose and Robert

Random Thoughts.

1. Not a lot going on yet today... but it's still early.

Did I ever tell you that I'm NOT a fan of smoking?

I probably did somewhere.

I'm not.

Except when Rob does it.

And even then there's this small voice in my head

(it goes along with the big voices in my head)

That says "STOP SMOKING, ROBERT!"

It's not good for you.

It may shorten your life.

And...

Well...

I'm kinda fond of you.

A lot fond of you.

And I would like you to hang around for a very long time.

So.

Think about it.

Even though you are sexy as hell when there is even

a cigarette in your general vicinity...

(and I won't even mention the effect when you have one in your mouth...)

I'm guessing it's more about You

than the cigarette.

2. This picture... just because.

Yes. It's part of the movie.

Yes. It still annoys those that foam.

Yes. That is always worth the price of admission.

Yes. I like how the war rages on about what was

ON or OFF camera!

(bwa.ha.ha.ha.ha)

Yes. Robert and Kristen are together.

Yes. As always.

Yes.

;)

3. This is just a picture of Robert coming/going somewhere.

I don't even care to look up the details at the moment.

Hey... I'm not a news blog.

But the thing that pops out at me when looking at this picture...

THE GUITAR.

Love it.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

OK...

I'm going to share a secret.

I would actually rather go see Robert sitting on a stage

with his guitar...

And listen to him sing and play

Than deal with any of the bullshit drama that

always surrounds Rob and Kristen.

Anytime.

Anywhere.

4. Robert and Kristen getting in a boat to the island.

Something like that.

Heh.

Sorry.

Some details just don't matter.

But oh no!

Look how far apart Rob and Kris are walking!

SEE! I TOLD YOU!

Seriously.

If Robert and Kristen aren't attached physically in some way...

In every frame of every picture that is taken...

It's the end of the world.

Again.

How many end of the worlds have we had the last couple of years?

Tons.

This world has been kicked in the teeth endlessly.

Do worlds have teeth?

Well... mine does.

So watch it. 

 

5. OH NO DEAR GAWD.

Why aren't Rob and Kristen on top of each other in this picture?

WHY GOD WHY???

Surely they should be all over each other 24 fucking 7...

Right?

Yeah. OK.

I'm guessing (Notice the word GUESS)

That whoever is taking these pictures is pretty obvious

because everyone is looking in the same direction..

and everyone looks annoyed in the same direction.

And my twitter feed was rampant with excited 'honeymoon' talk.

Like Rob and Kristen would be SO SO excited to film this...

because... well... its the "HONEYMOON"!!

See...

I don't see it that way.

I'm hoping that Robert and Kristen don't either.

I mean...

Rob and Kristen are a couple...

who share a house(s)

who spend endless days and nights (heh) together.

Surely filming a scene in the water...

Kinda naked...

Being all self conscious and nervous...

Surrounded by a crew of people...

isn't as much fun as their daily life.

Get my drift?

Personally

I hope they are left alone to film these scenes.

Neither one of them need the stress of people

trying to get 'naked' pictures or whatever.

Isn't it good to have something to look forward to

when the movie comes out?

Besides the fact that by the time the movie does come out

we will have seen most of it anyway.

I guess we shall see what today brings.

I forgot what number I'm on...

Shit.

I could easily scroll up and look

but I really am too damn lazy today.

( you may have noticed... or not.

I'm always kinda like this.)

Let's go with...

6. Maxine is speaking the truth.

I just wish the people who need to read this... would.

But I'm not sure they will be able to...

any word over 3 letters is a struggle.

You know who you are.

This post is brought to you by the letters *S* and *B*

Kinda missing Smitty and gruffy Boris.

Hope you both are having a wonderful time...

Wherever you are.

Bye for now

♥♥♥

Rambling Rose and Robsten

I was going to type that I don't have a lot to say today...

But it seems every time I do that

I say a lot.

So I will just be Rambling Rose today...

I'm good at that.

Maybe.

Ramble #1

Every time I post about Oregano or Nikki Reed

I get shit.

This is me shrugging my shoulders.

I don't hate on either of them.

Mostly because I don't hate them.

Oregano is just a bland spice whose time is over...

And he's been relegated back to the rack.

As for Ms. Reed?

I gave my opinion about her.

It's my blog...

It's what I do.

I think she's a bit of an attention wh seeker...

So what?

And even though both of them are probably

sitting on a couch somewhere....

crying on each other's shoulders about missing Kristen...

I wish them no ill will.

May they both live long and prosper

(Far away from Rob and Kristen)

Ramble #2

I really don't know why there is such a huge deal 

about the TCA's.

Why, Chuck... Why?

(inside joke)

What do you really expect to happen?

Oh sure...

Rob will laugh and smile...

It's what he does

He's a laughy (shut up, I know it's not a word)

smiley kinda guy.

But it will be a different kinda laughy smiley...

Because it's always different with Kristen

And she won't be there.

But it will still be good to see Robert... yes?

Looking all handsome and gorgeous...

Hopefully scruffy now that he's not working.

I think I've really missed the scruff, you know?

Yeah.

So it will be good to see Robert.

It's always good to see Robert.

 

Yes... scruffy.

Ramble #3

I also get some NONsense about being SO obsessed

with Robert.

"Oh man, I've never seen ANYONE so obsessed... and she's married!"

Sheesh.

If you haven't seen anyone more obsessed than me?

You are fucking blind.

I admit to loving Robert Pattinson...

But seriously... I'm not IN love with the man.

I love his charm

I love his sense of humor

I love watching him walk

I love his movies

I love the way he sings

I love when he plays his guitar

I love how absolutely gorgeous he is

and that he still doesn't believe it.

Yeah... I love a lot of things about Robert Pattinson.

I'm intoxicated.

If I were truly obsessed with Rob...

I wouldn't be so happy for him that he has found Kristen.

I would deny they were together.

I would probably hate Kristen and spew foam 

and vile bitterness about her

I would probably have a NONsense site solely dedicated

to hating on her and endless threads and posts

hating on people who didn't agree with me.

 

As for being married?

Really? Is that all you got?

I know, I know...

I'm fat, old and have no life.

All because I write a blog where

I defend Robert and Kristen.

Does this mean I will get my very own thread, too?

Heh.

Ramble #4

(4... right?)

Why is it people think Robert is going to go

DIRECTLY to London after the TCA's

No passing GO... No collecting $200

but not only that...

Now they KNOW he is staying there until BD starts up.

Really?

You do realize that there are days and days that you don't see Robert.

Days and days.

He can be anywhere in a matter of hours.

He can be back to anywhere in a matter of hours.

It's the wonder of air travel.

Just because you don't SEE Robert or Kristen

doesn't mean they aren't... there.

No one saw Robert get back to LA

But miraculously... he was there!

WOW!

 No one saw Kristen get into Budapest...

But guess what?

SHE WAS THERE!

So...

While in my oh so humble opinion

(and that is what this blog is, after all)

I do think Robert will go back to London for a little bit...

Stay until October?

Fat chance.

 

Do you ever wonder how many times he's been to Montreal?

*TWIRL*

 

This post has been brought to you by the letter *A*

as in AIRPLANE

 

Give me a ticket for an aeroplane
Ain't got time to take a fast train
Lonely days are gone, I'ma goin' home
My baby just wrote me a letter
I don't care how much money I gotta spend
Got to get back to my baby again
Lonely days are gone, I'ma goin' home
My baby just wrote me a letter
Well she wrote me a letter
Told me she couldn't live without me no more
Listen mister can't you see
I gotta get back to my baby once more, anyway

Bye for now

♥♥♥

Random Rose and Robsten

*WARNING*

Major shit being stirred.

Big paddle being used.

Take it...

Or leave it.

Random Thoughts.

1. The Pap thing has gotten out of control...

As things usually do in this fandom.

See...

The above picture is a Pap pic.

It's not an official release from WFE.

Sorry.

So if you are refusing to use Pap pics

You shouldn't be posting this picture on your site.

It doesn't matter if he is working...

or if he is just walking down the street.

If you are going to preach RESPECT ROB...

Then you shouldn't use ANY Pap pics.

You rant and rave about people 

using Paparazzi pics on their sites...

But then turn around and say these are OK...

You want to be PAPARAZZI FREE?

Awesome. Go for it.

But if you are going to do it

Then do it all the way.

You either are...

or you aren't.

No picking and choosing.

2.There have been a lot of pictures of Robert walking lately.

I guess they are just there to 'tease' me.

3.One more paparazzi thought.

Sorry.

But.

When Rob was being harassed...

He sat in his car for 45 minutes

so the paps wouldn't follow him.

He even said something like...

they’d never find out where he lives.

Think about it.

Rob was VERY protective of his HOME.

Their Home.

HOUSE.

Where he LIVES.

The same house...

with a loquat tree in the backyard?

*giggle*

4. I miss Kristen.

She is so good at staying out of the public eye.

Too good?

Nah.

I like that she can move around...

make a movie...

and wait on Robert's arrival 

without being seen.

Good for her.

5. Yes. The necklace.

She is never without it anymore.

But...

If someone had something like that...

specially made just for you?

You would wear it all the time, too.

Especially if it was from a 

deliciously handsome guy.

And the gold ring?

Well.

What does that symbolize?

Does it really say R-O-B?

Is it a promise?

Does it represent a commitment?

Fascinating... yes?

6. Montreal.

Well.

I know we didn't get it last weekend like we all hoped.

But like I said before...

It's not IF... It's WHEN.

Matter of time.

Rob will be done with WFE early next week.

He has the TCA's that weekend.

Then what?

Let's speculate, shall we?

*Sticking the paddle in deeper*

A. There has been talk about Kristen showing up

for the TCA's now.

It hasn't been made official.

But they are always adding people to the list...
So you never know.

B. Rob's schedule appears to be free after WFE.

Until Breaking Dawn in October.

That seems like a long time for Rob, doesn't it?

But the boy has been working non-stop for the last 2 years...

He should have a well deserved vacation.

Is Montreal his first stop?

C. Lots of talk about Robert going to London for a bit.

That would be great for him.

He seems to be able to live a more normal life there.

Kristen feels the same way...

;)

So...

After Kristen is done with OTR...

(and her part isn't that big... how long will it take?)

Does she in fact go On the Road with Robert?
Extended time in London...
Sounds kinda nice, doesn't it?

Admit it...
THAT is an interesting thought.

 7. Final thought.
(I think)

Everytime Robert and Kristen are separated
people start up with the whole
"Are they broken up?" bullshit.
THEY
ARE
WORKING.
It's what happens when you are both actors.
They went through this last summer...
for a much longer period of time
and they managed to handle it just fine.

It won't be long.

(and that is MY opinion)

I can't wait for Robert to go to Montreal.
I think it's only a matter of time.
And if he shows up?
What will be the rationalization then?
Summit is still promoting Eclispe?
Summit is beginning to promote BD?
What kind of strange voodoo PR will emerge?
Well.
We shall see.
Oh yes...
We. Shall. See.

This post was brought to you by the letter *S*
For
*Shit Stirring*
and
*Speculation*

Because remember people...
It's all speculation...
with a bit of common sense thrown in.

Bye for now
♥♥♥

Rob and Kristen- You Ain't Seen Nothing Yet

I'm tired.

My life has been really busy the last couple of weeks.

So busy that I don't have time to

wallow in all things Robert Pattinson.

But that's OK.

Robert isn't exactly OUT there right now.

He's still in London...

soaking up his hometown before he comes

 back to the States for a while.

He's been way under the radar.

So has Kristen.

They are pretty damn good at it... yes?

They seem to be able to get in and out of major airports

with relative ease.

Did anyone see Kristen get back from London?

I like how they have learned how to handle the Paps.

Oh sure...

They still get caught sometimes

It's inevitable that they will...

But I like the whole "Where are they?" drama 

that starts up when no one has seen them.

It's already starting for Robert.

Why the huge deal?

No idea.

Robert is in the UK.

Probably enjoying his last weekend

with family and friends...

before he ventures back to the States

and Kristen

;)

He will be over here soon enough.

They will be together...

Soon enough.

I'm so tired today that I don't even have

the energy to laugh at the whole "Pathetic Ranting" thing.

Man, I must be exhausted.

But I know that the show is just getting started.

Robert and Kristen on Oprah 

is JUST the beginning.

There is going to be so much whining and snarling

going on right up to the Eclipse premiere.

I've stocked up on my favorite popcorn.

I have drinks at the ready.

Because you KNOW it's going to be 

a FUN ride!

Sit back and enjoy the show!

Bwahahahahaha!

Promo picture of Kristen from Eclipse.

Obviously the one they are going to use

for the cardboard cut-out thingy.

But man oh man...

She's so pretty.

Even with a wig.

There is something about the brown contacts

that just make Kristen SO Bella.

Completely makes her all innocent

and she looks younger...

and well...

Like Bella.

*sigh*

It's starting again.

Every time there is a Robert lull

I start believing that maybe my obsession

with him has peaked...

Who am I fucking kidding?

It doesn't take much for me to realize

that I am as fucking deep as I ever was.

Oh just seeing him as Edward Cullen...

Speaking in that Edward Cullen voice

with those Edward Cullen eyes

and those Edward Cullen lips...

With that Edward Cullen hair.

And I'm right the fuck back up to my neck

in Robert Pattinson Obsession.

Can I be honest?

I don't see it ever stopping.

Ever.

I think Robert Pattinson will always fascinate me.

I will always wonder what his next movie will be...

I will always want to listen to him talk

in that halting, quirky, adorkable way that he speaks.

I will never tire of looking at his face...

Listening to his voice sing a song...

He owns me...

For life.

He is the magnet

I am the steel.

Bye for now.

Pssssst...

If the whole Robert/Kristen thing

is too much for you to handle?

You ain't seen NOTHING yet.

"Summer Lovin had me a blast..."

;)

Politics, Religion and Robsten...

Lots of Random Thoughts.

I really do think too much.

Way.

Too.

Much.

Anyway.

JFC.

Robert Fucking Pattinson...

You will be the death of me.

Maybe I'm already dead and just don't know it...

And I'm like fucking haunting the internet

having to stare at endless pictures of you walking...

Oh. It never ends.

It's a little bit like heaven on earth.

Or hell.

Not sure which.

Right now it kinda feels hot in here...

and I feel like I'm on fire...

And.

Fuck.

I'm in hell.

Figures.

Kristen and Dakota in Austin.

Kristen looks badass rock and roll.

Love it.

And that brings me to my random thoughts.

1. Someone commented on my blog yesterday, telling me

that my blog had changed... that *I* had changed...

and not for the better.

It was thought-provoking.

Is it true?

Yes. No.

When I started this blog I would ramble endlessly about

Robert Pattinson.

How he made me feel.

How I loved looking at him.

How I didn't understand why I felt the way I did.

I don't do that as much anymore.

Oh, I still love looking at him.

And I still don't understand why he makes me feel

the way that I feel...

But how many different ways can I say the same thing?

And most importantly...

My feelings for Robert seem to have changed.

Although he still makes me weak at the knees...

Still makes my heart ache...

My stomach clench...

I find myself not being as obsessed as I once was.

That is a good thing... yes?

2. One of the main things that has changed since I 

started this blog is my adoration of Kristen Stewart.

I was indifferent at first... 

but the more I saw...

The more I got to 'know'...

The more I liked.

That seems to rub people the wrong way.

Liking Kristen Stewart.

I'm not sure why that is.

I don't understand why my being a fan of Kristen

(and of Robert/Kristen being together)

should piss anyone off...

It doesn't make any sense.

People take it to a personal level.

They attack you...

Call you names

Become so angry and upset with you

Why?

What difference does it make to you

if I believe Robert and Kristen are together?

So now...

Instead of over-analyzing my feelings for Robert

I find myself analyzing the intense fury that 

surrounds him and Kristen.

The storm of emotions that follow two people

over whether or not they are dating.

Sounds ridiculous, right?

But fascinating.

Because it's not only the incredible swirl of consuming feelings

that are brought to a boil at just the mention of "Robsten"

It's the ever present NEED to be RIGHT about it.

It's a lot like discussing Politics or Religion.

People become overheated.

Overzealous.

Overwrought.

And although I believe there is a place for 

everyone's opinion...

There are some who just see it in Black and White.

You either are on their side...

Or you're the enemy.

No ifs, ands or buts.

Can't win for losing...

 
3. Do I have a tendancy to stick my big ol' paddle

into that big pot of bullshit...

and just stir the hell out of it?

You betcha.

I like to see what floats to the top...

But I don't start the drama.

I don't seek it out.

I don't cause it.

I react to it.

Does that make me a bad person?

I don't think so.

A little crazy... yeah.

A little addicted... sure.

But I'm not mean.

And I don't get personal.

And most importantly?

I really don't give a fuck if you like Kristen.

Or if you believe Rob and Kristen are together.

I do.

And you probably do, too...

Or you wouldn't get so damn upset with me

or anyone else who is a believer.

But it's all right now...

In fact, its a gas!

Bye for now.

;)