If You Seek Amy

So.

This is the 3rd post I have written.

I keep saying too much...

and then clicking 'new post'.

I feel like I need to address what happened yesterday

But I don't really feel the need to dwell on it.

The only reason I do want to touch on some of what

was said is because I'm rather sick and tired

of people telling me what I meant

telling me what I'm thinking

telling me how I feel.

It's bullshit.

This whole drama included me just because

someone ASSUMED that I was involved with BWAN.

She didn't ask me.

She had no proof.

She just ASSUMED it had to be me

Because... well...

WHO ELSE COULD IT BE???

So then she proceeded to @RoseSee every other word

and drag me thru her bullshit drama

That I had nothing to do with.

Strangely enough...

There are a lot more vocal people in this fandom than me...

Who can be very loud at times.

I write this blog... and tweet.

That's it.

And although I used to blog every day like it 

was my religion...

You may have noticed that I don't quite have the time

to even do that anymore.

So yeah.

I was accused of being behind BWAN...

And I will be perfectly honest that I was rather flattered.

I think they have written some intelligent

witty.. sarcastic

and flat out funny as hell posts.

I don't have a problem with BWAN.

But if you think about it...

Do I really need ANOTHER blog to say basically the same thing

that I already talk about in this one?

And while I appreciate BWAN's reasoning about having

to keep their identity secret

(it's hard to be a mole if people know who you are)

I stand behind every word I write

and feel no need to apologize for any of it.

Needless to say... the girl who started all this DID apologize to me

for her assumption...

And for what its worth...

she did seem genuinely sorry.

I have no ill will towards her.

She is entitled to her opinion of me and my blog.

It just didn't have to be like this...

But that leads me back to people being 'upset' about 

what I post.

Apparently because I call out the haters on their bullshit...

I make it worse.

Worse for who?

 I'm not a hater.

Show me where I have EVER said I have hated anyone.

No. I don't even hate the haters.

I have NEVER made my blog posts personal.

I don't call people out by name

I don't bring up their families... or their jobs.

I haven't made fun of anyone's appearance

or age... or relationship status.

And believe me... they have done it to me

on more than one occasion.

I don't chase them down on other blogs/forums...

or attack them on their twitter accounts

trying to get them to agree to my point of view.

If someone is reading my words...

they seek me out.

Not the other way around.

I just point my finger in the general direction...

but not at anyone specifically.

Because believe it or not...

I don't think ALL Nonst*ns are foaming hyenas.

I actually like a few.

At one point not too long ago

one of the mods over there 

shared some DMs with me...

and guess what?

I liked her.

She wasn't all that different from me.

She had kids...

and she was somewhat perplexed by

the extreme factions of this fandom.

Just like me.

We just disagreed on Rob and Kristen being together.

And I was perfectly OK with that.

I think she was too.

No... we don't talk anymore...

(Not sure what happened there.. but it was on her end)

But it just goes to show...

I'm not some Nonnie Hunter out to hunt them to extinction.

I can live and let live...

I just don't like the 

vicious, vile, venomous vitriol

(say that 5 times fast)

that is directed at Kristen

Should I ignore it?

Will that make it go away?

Will it get better if we pretend it doesn't exist?

Does my talking about it make it worse?

Can it get much worse?

Do I think Kristen needs defending?

Well... apparently I do.

Because I just don't get it.

Yes. 

Everyone is entitled to their opinion.

And that's all fine and good 

We all have one.

Go forth and frolic with your opinion!

But the hatred towards Kristen isn't an opinion.

What does she do that deserves such bitter anger?

She doesn't smile enough?

She doesn't dress the right way?

She wears a gold ring on her finger?

She drives a Mini Cooper that needs washing?

She flips off the paps?

She takes off her heels and puts on her keds?

You don't like her acting?

She's awkward in public?

Do any of these things deserve hatred?

Or is it because she spends a lot of time

with one of the most desirable...

Beautiful

Charming

Men on this planet?

A man who chooses to spend his free time...

Again and again...

With her.

And pretty much ONLY her.

Yeah.

That could be why.

Because you take Robert Pattinson out of the Kristen equation...

And they wouldn't even barely notice her.

And they most definitely wouldn't have forums/blogs

dedicated to criticizing her for being human.

For existing.

Because that is what Kristen Stewart does

to incite such hatred...

She EXISTS.

And finally...

(yeah... I know... Shut up)

I've gotten people who have told me that I talk about

the negative side of things too much...

Maybe they are right.

Maybe I do.

Maybe I should just focus on the good things about

Rob and Kristen.

There are a lot of good things after all.

They love each other.

They seem to love to be together as much as they can.

They certainly don't give a rat's ass about

all this petty drama about 

Robsten/Nonsten/Sheep/Hyenas

As long as they are both safe...

And Happy...

Whats else really matters?

And last but not least...

I was told that I talk about Rob and Kristen personal life..

Really?

Do you read my blog?

I speculate where they are on any given day...

I talk about how I think they are completely together

and how gloriously happy Robert always looks

whenever Kristen is near by...

I often find myself getting dizzy over pictures

of Robert walking

To and Fro

This way and That away

Here and There

and Everywhere...

Yes.

I do write about that a lot...

But do I get personal?

Do I talk about their sex lives?

No.

Do I fantasize about Rob?

Well... other than him walking to a pub

to hang out and have a couple of beers with me...

No.

Do I beg for some sort of a sex tape?

No.

Do I devour pictures of Robert's crotch

and speculate on size and girth?

Um.

NO.

I don't get involved in the intimate

personal details of their lives.

I just like seeing them together.

And happy.

Anything else?

Oh yeah.

Rob apparently left Toronto on Friday...

And look... a picture!

And lo and behold...

A vintage clothes shop in Sherman Oaks

Tweeted about having Rob and Kristen

shopping in their store for a while.

So...

I guess...

They

are

together

again.

As Always.

Hey... Ninnies might be irrelevant

but its always fun to push a button or two.

And yes.

Green Sheep.

Forever.

This post is brought to you by Amy and Francis.

Love me hate me,

but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls 

are begging to if you seek Amy

Bye for now

P.S. I have NEVER claimed to have 'inside' sources.

I just give my opinion.

And really?

Lighten the fuck up

Francis.

It's not that serious.