Come Out, Come Out, Wherever You Are!

One of my favorite days of the year.
No, not Christmas.
Today.
The day after Christmas.
The frenzy is over.
The 30 extra people in my house...
are gone.
The house is back to normal.
I can finally relax.

Couple of things...

1. I don't know if Robert is in London.
I don't know where Kristen is...
(or DO I??)
If they are enjoying the peace and joy
of the holidays...
Away from the glare of public eye...
WOOfuckingHOO!
Good for them.

A lot of bullshit has come to my attention..
I'm not sure if I want to address it now...
or ever.
Yeah... its Robsten.
RobStew
KPattz.
StewPattz.
PattzStew.
Related.
Of course it is.
Because anyone who has an opinion
about Robert and Kristen
and their relationship...
gets sucked into the drama.
And believe you me...
The drama is never-ending.
As in Never.
Ending.

2. I really.
Really.
Really Really
want to see a full movie trailer
from
"The Runaways".
Did I say really?
Are you getting my anxiety over this movie?
Kristen Stewart
IS
Joan Jett.
I love it.
I can't wait to see it.
And...
Wouldn't it fucking rock...
If Kristen and Joan were on the cover
of ROLLING STONE?
I mean..
Perfection.
Absolutely.

3. Rob.
I can honestly say that I didn't let
my 'obsession' interfere in my
Christmas holiday.
I'm starting to think that I'm
not as obsessed as I used to be.
I don't know.
But the PULL...
The incessant NEED
that I use to feel about Robert?
Isn't as strong right now.
Is it self preservation?
Going through the Robert Famine...
Am I just trying to temper my emotions?
Doling out my feelings slowly...
to get me through the drought?
Again...
I don't know.
I still adore Robert.
I know that.

C. I'm wondering if my Christmas wish
will come true.
I'm still waiting.
It's all I need right now.
And it would make me very happy.
So...
Come on now.
Get a move on.
Do it for me.
Just one.
;)

25. Bye for now.