Robert Pattinson- Flawed Perfection.

I have a lot of thoughts in my head today.

Not all of them good.

So.

Starting the day looking at Rob...

WALKING

on the set of Bel Ami

Has to count for something.

Yeah, I know...

I'm kinda weird and obsessed with watching

Robert move...

But I seriously can't help myself.

And I really can't even explain how it makes me feel.

*sigh*

So by now...

I'm sure all of you have seen the 

clips from "Remember Me"

I hesitate to state my true opinion.

Why?

Because it's not all positive.

And when you are not all smiley and cheery

when it comes to Robert...

You get accused of attacking him...

or not being a 'true' fan.

But I look at it like this...

1. I love and adore Robert Pattinson.

I will go see any movie he is in.

I will buy any DVD of his movies.

(yeah, I have Haunted Airman, How To Be,

Little Ashes, and Bad Mothers Handbook

Goblet of Fire, and 3 copies of Twilight)

2. A TRUE fan will be honest...

and realize that even Robert isn't perfect.

Close..yes...

But flawed in his perfection.

And admit it

That is part of the reason we all love him.

3. There will be some people out there...

People who don't agree with my 

Point of View

That will criticize and attack my opinion.

And that's OK.

*deep breath*

I wasn't blown away with the 

Remember Me clips.

And for fucks sake...

it has NOTHING to do with Emilie not being Kristen.

And I'm not one of those lunatics out there

that refuse to go see this movie

because Rob is 'disrespecting' Kristen.

I don't have a problem seeing Robert

being intimate with another woman.

I want Remember Me and every

movie Rob is in...

TO DO WELL.

I have read endless tweets

and emails

and blog posts...

talking about the HOT chemistry between

Robert and Emilie.

That we have been blessed to see

REAL chemistry between co-stars.

Come closer...

Closer...

*clears throat*

I DON'T SEE IT.

Yes. Robert was gorgeous.

Yes. It's only a short clip

so I'm hoping the actual movie

will show me more.

Yes. Both Rob and Emilie's 'accents'

were weak.

Yes. Rob looked...

Awkward to me.

Maybe that's how he is supposed to look?

But his voice is so damn quiet...

It's almost hard to understand what he was saying.

The acting seemed...

Unnatural.

Strained.

I don't know.

I just want this movie to do well.

I want Robert to do well.

I want to be positive

But I can't lie about how I feel.

I thought the original trailer was good...

And I do have high hopes that

seeing the movie in its entirety will make a difference.

See.

I'm doing it.

I'm making excuses.

All because I love Robert.

And I know that the haters out there

believe that the chemistry 

(and I'm starting to hate that fucking word)

between Emilie and Robert is off the charts.

And I say...

From the first time I saw the pictures from

the set last summer...

I thought the interaction between

Robert and Emilie was

stiff and clumsy...

Seeing these clips hasn't changed my mind.

So throw tomatoes at me

if you must.

And believe me...

I hope my impressions of this movie

are completely wrong.

I will gladly admit defeat.

I still have hopes that it will be good.

I love you, Robert Pattinson.

In all your flawed perfection.

Bye for now.