Twilight Revisited ~ Getting a Rob Fix

I watched Twilight last night.

I was finally home... alone.

Away from people who just don't understand.

I have no idea how many times

I have seen this movie.

So very many.

A scary number, I'm sure.

Not a shock, really...

Considering everything I do

in connection to Twilight Series/Robert Pattinson....

is pretty fucking out there.

Anyway...

The moment Edward walks into the cafeteria?

The best moment in the whole movie.

Catherine Hardwicke and Summit

fucked up a lot of stuff in Twilight...

But casting Robert Pattinson?

Brilliant.

And Edwards entrance still gives me goosebumps.

This isn't a scene from the movie.
It should have been...
But...
We get virtually no affection...
No intimacy in Twilight.
That's why I love this picture.
Bella nuzzling into Edward...
She looks like she belongs there...
Like there is no place
she would rather be... ever.
(Kinda the same with Kristen... right?)
:)

Who the hell is this?
It's not Edward Cullen...
And it really doesn't even look like Rob.
It's a good thing
that this is the first...
and last time
that we saw Rob/Edward
look like this.
Whew.

Gah.
After the last picture...
I really had to cleanse the brain a bit.
THIS is Edward.
So damn sexyhot...
If only they had better utilized Rob
in this movie...
if only they had stayed true to the book...
If only they could have shown
the relationship between Edward and Bella...
If only...

I have high hopes for New Moon.
What I have seen so far...
blows Twilight out of the fucking water.
And that's just 2 minutes of clips.
I can't wait until I can lose myself
with Edward again...
Watch Edward and Bella come to life...
I've missed Edward.
A lot.

I watch Twilight now...
When I find myself missing Rob.
Needing Edward.
It's a nice fix.
I know the movie by heart.
Every movement...
Every word Rob says.
I know Robert by heart.

My heart knows Robert.

Bye for now ♥