ROBkriSTEN

Another day...

No Rob.

Again...

I let my finger gently glide

over the double-edged sword.

My heart aching to see him...

My mind knowing he is happy and safe out of the spotlight...

It's sharp.

It cuts.

It hurts.

Addiction is pain.

Kristen.

Why do I find my thoughts going back to her?

Why do I want people to like her?

Why do I find myself fighting for her?

All good questions...

I have no good answers.

I think if some people

could get past their jealousy...

They would like her too.

She's strong but vulnerable.

Cynical but daring.

Shy but willing.

And she's probably with Rob...

Right now.

Laughing.

Looking into his eyes...

Touching him...

in some intimate way.

That thought alone could

make me dislike her...

But I know that if

she is with Rob?

He's laughing, too...

And that makes me love her.

One of my fav pictures of Rob.

I use this one as my avatar.

Beanie. Check.

Sunglasses. Check.

Open shirt. Check.

Jaw Porn. Check.

Scruff. Check.

And I know he's also wearing...

Those suspenders...

Heavy Sigh. Check.

And I leave this post...

with perhaps my fav pic... ever.

Ever.

He's walking.

Striding.

Moving.

Smiling.

The Hair.

Sunglasses (again)

The suit.

The tie.

The moan.

The sigh.

The ache.

The loss.

I miss you, Rob.

Bye for now ♥