Free To Be... Robert Pattinson

I've been feeling rather melancholy, lately...
Yeah, I miss Rob.
But it's more than that.
It's like... I REALLY miss Rob.
The charming adorkable Rob...
Who said too much in interviews...
Told silly jokes that most people didn't understand...
Was completely open and honest...
Who seemed so innocent and trusting.

Is that Rob gone now?
Has fame and the paparazzi destroyed
the sweet, unassuming, modest Rob?

I don't know.

He has to have changed.
We all knew he would.
He's grown up some now...
He realizes that he just can't be
silly, goofy Rob anymore.
He knows that people
will analyze and dissect
every word he says...
Every movement.
Every action.
He's no longer free to be...
Just Rob.

I know he's still there...
Inside.
You still see glimpses of him.
The heart wrenching smile.
The fingers pulling through the hair...
The fact that he still takes the time....
to sign autographs for fans
that send him pictures.
Rob still cares about us.

He still loves us.
He's still here.

I still love him.
I'll never leave...

Bye for now ♥