Robert and Kristen- Enough...

*Yes, her hand is on his arm...*

"Enough.

It was difficult to pull my hand back,
to stop myself from moving closer
to her than I already was.

A thousand different possibilities
ran through my mind in an instant--

a thousand different ways to touch her. 

The tip of my finger tracing the shape of her lips.
My palm cupping under her chin. 

Pulling the clip from her hair
and letting it spill out across my hand.

My arms winding around her waist,
holding her against the length of my body.

Enough."

Edward Cullen, Midnight Sun, Chapter 12, p. 252

I love Midnight Sun.

It's my favorite of the Twilight Series...

Even If I haven't read the whole thing.

Bye for now
♥♥♥

*Psssst. 

Are you all proud of me?

No Hyena talk.

I'm having too much fun watching them

chase their tails in desperation.

Good Times.*

;)

Heart Burn

Enough.

It was difficult to pull my hand back,

to stop myself from moving closer

to her than I already was.

A thousand different possibilities

ran through my mind in an instant--

a thousand different ways to touch her.

The tip of my finger tracing the shape of her lips.

My palm cupping under her chin.

Pulling the clip from her hair

and letting it spill out across my hand.

My arms winding around her waist,

holding her against the length of my body.

Enough.

Edward Cullen, Midnight Sun, Chapter 12, p. 252

So many thoughts are going through my head today.

All the media hype about New Moon.

Seeing Rob...

as Edward.

It's like someone is giving my heart...

an 'Indian rug burn'...

or a 'snakebite'

do you remember those?

Someone takes your arm...

and twists it in two directions.

That's how it feels.

Exactly.

ET had an interview with Rob last night...

How do I love thee?

Just let me hear you speak.

Let me see you pull your fingers through your hair.

Let me see you laugh...

Yeah...

Keep twisting.

Cuz it fucking

BURNS.

Bye for now

♥

Being Robert Pattinson

It would always be that way for me, too.
I would always love this fragile human girl,
for the rest of my limitless existence.
I gazed at her unconscious face,
feeling this love for her
settle into every portion of my stone body.

Edward Cullen, Midnight Sun, Chapter 5, p. 109

I'm all about Edward today.

Well, let's be honest.

I'm always about Edward.

Edward is where this whole thing started.

I read the words that Stephenie Meyers wrote...

and fell head over heels in love.

With a fictional character.

Yeah. That's right.

I said LOVE.

Sometimes I feel that I have to go back

to Edward...

To figure out my feelings

my obsession...

with Rob.

Edward is perfection to me.

I love his POV in

Midnight Sun...

His thoughts

his feelings.

The very things he hides from Bella.

Not only is Edward

beautiful...

He's passionate

He's brilliant.

His love for Bella...

Eclipses everything else.

I love how protective he is,

I love his possessiveness.

My favorite passages in the books

are the ones where

Edward declares Bella

to be 'MINE'...

Where his intense desire

to acquire everything that is Bella

dominates his thoughts...

His soul.

He can't be close enough to Bella.

He can never be satiated...

Always wants more.

Rob has fulfilled my Edward desires.

He is the nearest thing

to Edward that exists.

I cannot imagine another man...

portraying Edward.

Robert IS Edward.

But I sometimes wonder...

if another actor had gotten the role...

would I feel the same way about him?

At first I thought I would.

Because being Edward

*My* Edward

is all I ask.

But Robert Pattinson...

you see...

has made me love him...

for just being

Robert Pattinson.

All the interviews...

where he is so charming...

so witty and honest.

So modest and unaffected.

So clueless to his own glorious beauty.

How thoughtful he is...

and how much he cares about acting

and his music...

All of those things...

made me love

Robert Pattinson.

But without Edward.

I would never have found Rob.

And I can't imagine

what my life would be like...

without him.

Or Edward.

I love them both....

Together

and separately.

I love them both.

Bye for now ♥