1 Degree of Robert Pattinson...

I didn't have to look to know who it was;
this was a voice I would know anywhere—
know, and respond to,
whether I was awake or asleep…
or even dead, I'd bet.
The voice I'd walk through fire for—
or, less dramatically,
slosh every day through the cold and endless rain for.
Edward.

Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.4

More GQ outtakes.
Everytime I look at these pictures...
I can't get over how
SAD
Rob looks.
His eyes...
Oh Lord... his eyes.
Anyway.
I had some stuff rolling around in my head...
silly, inane bullshit for the most part.

1. Robert Pattinson
He's always in my head.
As much as I try to get away from him...
I know it's impossible.
I don't even seem to be able to have
a rational response to all the pictures
and videos that are released on a daily basis.
I'm beyond connecting my thoughts
to any form of coherent communication.
I'm broken.

2. The rumors.
Yes.
The rumors are rampant about Nikki/Rob
Kristen/Rob...
And it only goes to show that people
will believe whatever suits them.
One gossip site claims that
Rob/Kristen are totally together.
That Nikki is just a leech trying to
capitalize on her friendship with both of them.
Another gossip site...
claims SOURCES are saying
that Nikki/Rob are friends with 'benefits'
and that the studio
is trying to curtail photo ops
of Kristen/Oregano.
Because the "Twi-hards"
couldn't handle her and her boyfriend.
HUH?
I'm incredibly sick of all the bullshit.
While I might like to speculate on Robs love-life...
I find all the lies and innuendo
completely tedious.
Every move gets analyzed.
Every look.
Enough already.

3. Creepy stalking fans.
All these pictures show up online...
Showing 'fans' who just 'happen'
to bump into the cast...
especially Rob.
Um...
Why is it that it looks like its the same
lameass chicks?
We aren't just talking Vancouver.
I mean...
these scary creepy chicks
show up EVERYwhere.
Seriously.
I think Rob and the cast
need a restraining order against these stalkers.
I'm scared for Rob.
Lunatics like that...
obviously don't know boundaries...
or don't care.
Back the fuck off.

4. Robert Pattinson.
I can sometimes go for a while...
without thinking about him.
A few stolen moments...
here and there.
When my life intrudes on my fantasy.
But there is always something...
to bring my thoughts back to Rob.
Everything comes back to Rob.
6 degrees of Robert Pattinson.
but its more like...
1 degree.
It never fluctuates much farther.

Bye for now ♥

PE & RP

Well.

As you can see...

I got my copy of GQ

with Rob on the cover.

OK, OK...I got two of them.

One to kiss...

and hug...

One JUST to look at.

PE was not happy.

PE doesn't understand what all the

hub-bub

is about...

Bub.

PE thinks he's far better looking than

RP

PE thinks RP is just copying his style

his look.

Well...hell...

That's what

PE TOLD ME.

OK?

I'm not just making this shit up

as I go along.

I mean...

come on...

Who would do that?

What do you think I am...

CRAZY???

ANYway...

I flew out of my house today...

when I heard via the g-spot

(love me some RKs)

that GQ was indeed out and in stores.

So...

I was talking to my very favoritest

(huh? So it's not a word.)

OK...she's my most beloved RK

YouKnowWhoYouAre.com

and..

Where the fuck was I?

Oh yeah.

So we were discussing Rob...

as usual..

when I decided I just fucking needed

to get the fuck out there...

and find me some Rob.

So I did.

And then I decided to take

some pictures of

PE with RP

Sweet.

OK...

So the pics aren't that great...

but I'm kinda desperate

for ideas, ya know?

Cut me some slack...

alright?

And yeah...

You can't see it in the pics...

but there is like 30 different magazines

in that pile.

Rob is on the cover of most...

because I can't fucking pass up a magazine

with that beautiful face

smiling at me.

Shit.

Now I'm just rambling.

Fucking.

Bullshit.

Bye for now♥

Someone is trying to kill me...

JFC

What the FUCK

am I supposed to do with

ALL of THIS???

What????

Fucking TELL me.

He looks so goddamn SAD.

It makes me cry.

It fucking breaks my heart.

I want to hold him.

Hug him.

Smell him.

Oh Jesus.

What.

The.

Fuck.

Fucking Bye For Fucking Now♥

Do I Dazzle You? Frequently.

You have all seen the GQ pics by now.
They are all over the place. Robert's face...is everywhere.
Not that that is a bad thing...
There were 5 pictures in the magazine.
All of them were beautiful....for different reasons.
I'm not going to go into that right now...
mostly because I am unable to focus on more than one at a time.
The picture in this post...is my favorite. Hands down.
It's not only that Robert just looks fucking fantastic...I mean...
come on...doesn't he always?
It's his eyes. They are smoldering, to be sure...
but they always have a look of...
"Why do you want to take my picture? What's so special about me?"
He looks...incredulous...
He is beautiful. He is perfection.
And seeing the pictures, and reading the GQ article...affected me BIG time.
I had to push myself away from the computer for most of the day.
Seeing those pictures...
made my stomach flutter and my heart ache.
They made me want to cry.
Should I feel foolish for feeling this way about Robert Pattinson?
No doubt.
But it is what it fucking is.
I don't understand it,
I don't know why Robert is the one that all
my emotions run wild for...
I don't get it, either.
But scanning the Internet yesterday...and seeing the reaction to the article...
In some ways...it was heartbreaking.
This GQ article, was by far...the best and most candid interview of Robert.
He was open and honest (as usual), baring his soul.
All the things I love about him...were magnified...in this article.
And yet...
Women all over the fucking Internet...
were verbally raping him.
Like he has nothing more to offer than his looks.
Like all he is...is a gorgeous piece of meat.
And he is SO much more.
These women may want to "do" him...
But you know what I want?
I want to hang out with him.
Sit in some smokey, noisy Pub...
and talk about music, movies, books and things that interest him.
I want to laugh with him, and make him laugh.
I want to look into those unbelievable eyes...
and get to know him...and just talk.
That's the kind of intimacy *I* want from Robert.
God, he IS so beautiful...
but everything else about him is...
Dazzling.

Bye for now♥