I love Robert and Kristen.

Not a lot to say today.

Honestly, I just don't have the time or energy.

Real life does have a habit

of getting in the way of my addiction

from time to time.

As always...

I'm happy that Robert has figured out a way

to stay out of the glare of intrusive cameras.

Well... happy for him.

Me? Not so much.

Because you get used to seeing someone

ALL the time...

You look forward to seeing this person

Every day.

And then one day...

He's just not there anymore.

It's kinda like being punched in the gut.

Oh... I know that Remember Me press

will be starting up soon enough.

And there will be interviews...

And magazine articles...

And I will once again be immersed

in all that is Robert Pattinson.

And then I will tell you all how overwhelmed

I am about everything that is going on.

So I'm never satisfied, am I?

A true addiction.

What can I say about this beautiful picture

of a beautiful girl.

Look at her flawless skin.

Her gorgeous eyes.

 

I adore her.

Bye for now.

When You're Gone, How Can I Carry On?

Where are those happy days,

they seem so hard to find

I try to reach for you,

but you have closed your mind

Whatever happened to our love

I wish I understood

It used to be so nice,

it used to be so good

So when you're near me,

darling can't you hear me

SOS

The love you gave me,

nothing else can save me

SOS

When you're gone (when you're gone)

How can I even try to go on

When you're gone (when you're gone)

Though I try how can I carry on

I'm going through severe withdrawal.

Yeah... sure... at first I laughed about it...

Boldly stating how happy I was that Rob

was getting some peace and quiet.

But who the hell am I trying to kid?

It's been like... 2 weeks? Months?

I can't even remember anymore.

Depression.

Let's face it.

I'm sad.

I miss him.

Desperately.

It actually hurts to think about him.

Anxiety.

I just need to see him.

Just one little picture?

One?

I need to know he is OK.

I'm not asking much, am I?

A brief glimpse...

Craving.

That face.

That smile.

That hair.

Everything.

I have to see him.

I want to see him.

Every fiber in my body is screaming for him.

Please.

Just one little hit of Robert?

A little one.

That's all I am asking for...

I promise that will be enough.

I will do anything to to see him again...

ANYthing.

God.

I don't usually pray for this sort of thing...

But...

Can you let me know that Robert is OK?

Can you just let me look at his beautiful face...

Maybe watch him walk...

Let me see what shirt he is wearing?

That's not a lot to ask... right?

Please.

This is so hard.

I'm not sure how much more of this I can take.

My head hurts.

My heart aches.

I need Robert Pattinson.

I do.

Addiction is tough.

When you're gone...

Though I try

How can I... carry on?

Bye for now ♥

(Lyrics for SOS belong to ABBA)