Is Kristen Spending Christmas in London?

"Now I got that feeling once again.

I can't explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become... comfortably numb."

I can't seem to shake this...
It's kinda like I'm in this fog.
I'm trying to figure out where I am...
but it's so thick, so dense...
I can't really see.
Strange... yes?

OK.
So New Moon is online.
Not a surprise.
I know a lot of people get offended by the online thing.
It doesn't stop me from wanting to watch it.
I already paid to see it.
I will pay to see it again (and again)
(oh yeah... and again)
I will buy the DVD.
But anyway...
I have access to watching
a poor copy of New Moon...
And I even started to watch it.
So... after Robert struts on over to Kristen...
(that part really makes me incoherent)
I watch this shitty copy...
and then it freezes.
And I'm OK with that.
And that blows my mind.
Because when Twilight came out...
I couldn't get enough of it.
I watched that lousy copy online...
over and over again.
I would go to the theater to see Twilight
and then come home to watch it
on my computer...
I was obsessed.
I had to watch Robert.
HAD to.
This time?
I don't feel that need.
WTF Rose?

Yeah.
It could just be that I'm fucking raw
from all the hype.
That's kinda the fog that I'm stumbling through.
I'm trying to find Robert.
Or...
Has my obsession...
My intoxication...
reached its zenith?
I don't know.

I'm going to see New Moon
again on Monday.
Have to see it on the "Ultra" screen...
Have to see Edward...
But I guess only time will tell.

Will I find my way back?

Oh and.
This is going to be serious Robert withdrawal now.
He talked about spending Christmas
with his family in London.
Will Kristen be with him?
You know how couples work...
You have to trade off on spending the holidays with family.
Thanksgiving in LA with Kristen's family.
Christmas in London
With Rob's family.
;)

It will be most interesting to see
where Kristen and Rob turn up in the future...
Together.

I look forward to the 'down' time...
but when pictures do show up?
I know I won't be disappointed.

Bye for now.