D37- It's All About Robert... and Kristen.

I'm in one of my moods again.
Damn.
Robert Pattinson has made me a moody bitch!
OK... to be fair...
I've always kinda leaned that way
Robert just brings out the finer details.

So... I've been thinking. A lot.
Again.
It's something I do way too much of.
And when I do it?
It's always about things that I shouldn't think so much about.
I over-think. Constantly.
Always.
There is so much bullshit zinging around my head.
Let's see if I can focus for a moment...

1. I watched East of Eden the other night.
James Dean.
It was the first time I had watched one of his movies
since the inevitable comparison to Rob.
There are similarities... obviously.
The hair.
The brooding.
The intensity of their acting.
Rob is way longer and leaner...
James Dean was kinda on the short side...
Maybe a bit more like Oregano (heh)
But one thing I did notice outside of all that...
Was how they both show so much emotion
with just their face.
You see it all right there...
Their eyes betray everything they are feeling.
*sigh*
Now I'm thinking about Rob's eyes.

2. I realized yesterday that "Twilight"
has been sitting in my DVD player
since the day I got it.
Oh sure, it has been taken out now and again
when we have watched other movies...
But it somehow always finds its way back there.
Like its home.
Everytime I open the player...
It's there.
Everytime I want to watch "Twilight"
all I have to do is click play.
Rob is at my fingertips.
"I don't have the strength to stay away from you..."
So I don't.
:)

3. Isn't Kristen positively, absolutely GORGEOUS here?
So Bella.
Kristen has amazing eyes.
They are icey green... and sultry.
Beautiful.
But when she puts in the brown contacts...
She looks so innocent.
So Bella.

4. I'm finding it really hard to contain
my excitement for New Moon
every time a TV spot comes on.
I get all giddy.
And if I'm alone...
I kinda squeeeeee
and then I hit rewind
and watch it again.
Maybe 2 or 3 (hundred) more times...
Theres something about watching it
on the big TV screen.
Makes it more real somehow.
Can't imagine what it will be like
to watch on a movie screen?
I. Will. Lose. My. Mind.
OK...
I know what you all are thinking.

"Who is Rose trying to kid?
She's already lost her mind!"

True.
I just wish I could finish the job.
14 days?
Will I make it?

It's a slippery slope, my friends.
And I'm going down face first...
and flying fast.

Bye for now ♥