This is how I feel today.
In the last 2 days I've gone to 2 funerals...
Today I have a wedding.
Mixed emotions.
So of course, I haven't been online much...
And while I always anticipate bullshit drama
Even I was surprised at what I saw when I came on.
I'm tired of it.
So tired.
I'm tired of the hate.
I'm tired of the lying.
I'm tired of people making this bullshit... personal.
What the FUCK is wrong with some of you?
Debating Rob/Kristen is one thing.
Attacking someone on a personal level is another.
I'm tired.
Disgusted.
Weary.
And so very sad.
And I wish I could say it was the last couple of days
that was totally responsible for it...
But it's not.
Robert makes me happy.
He's does.
So even though this fandom has its share of
complete total lunatics...
Robert still makes me happy
and I am going to try and ignore the crazy.
I have to.
I can't deal with it anymore.
I don't want to see it.
I don't want to address it.
I don't want to even acknowledge it exists.
I want to focus on Robert and Kristen...
Because they make me smile.
There are some sincerely good people too.
I've met a lot of decent, kind, wonderful people.
People who will be my friends for a long time.
Real friends.
So I am going to focus on the positive.
Things that make me laugh.
Things that are fun.
The good.
The sane.
The rational.
The Love.
This post is brought to you by the letters *L* and *R*
L for Love.
Robert Loves Kristen Loves Robert
And
R for Rose Colored Glasses.
I'm going to wear them for a while.
It's looking better already.
Smile.
Be Happy.
I'm so grateful for all the blessings in my life.
Especially my two boys...
The best part of me.
Bye for now
♥♥♥
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