Pocket Edward and Me.

Edward Cullen: I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore.

Isabella Swan: Then don't...

OK.

I LOVE this picture.

I've never seen PE

look so fucking GOOD!

This is proof (kinda) that I actually read a book

other than the Twilight series.

It's scary to admit that I haven't read

a book, or FanFiction

that didn't have Edward Cullen in it.

For a YEAR.

A fucking year.

It's been all about Edward.

I love to read.

I devour books.

I have a stack of books crying out for attention.

But I've been cruel.

Thoroughly devoted to Edward Cullen.

Until this weekend...

When I dared to crack open

Stephen King's latest book.

(at least I think it's his latest...)

And can I say...

I ENJOYED IT!!!!

I almost feel like I'm cheating on Edward.

That's not right...

is it??

This is where PE hid for most of my vacation.

Of course...

He was IN the pocket...

not hanging out of it.

I took that bag with me everywhere.

And I would casually put my hand in the pocket...

to make sure PE was still there...

Still OK.

It was reassuring to feel his pointy bronze hair

under my fingertips...

to be able to caress his jawline.

Hahahahaha.

Yeah.

I didn't listen to Rob on my ipod...

I didn't watch Twilight.

I refused to bring any of the Twilight books with me.

I purposely left behind all magazines and books

of Robert...

But I brought along a mini Rob...

hidden where no one would see him...

much like how I hide my obsession

from people in my life.

And I would sneak PE out...

when no one else was around...

and take pictures of him.

Yeah.

Who the fuck am I kidding?

I'm all proud of myself for reading something

that didn't have Edward in it...

All the while caressing and posing

his doll every chance I got...

And believe you me...

I found my hand snaking into PE's pocket...

A LOT.

Hahahahahaha.

LOVE it.

Robert Pattinson?

I fucking missed you.

Bye for now ♥