Passionate Conflict... Loving Rob Pattinson

2 pictures.

They move me in 2 different ways.

My feelings for Rob

confuse the living fuck out of me.

Truly.

It's no wonder that I feel like

I'm going insane.

I feel such conflict.

Passion.

Passionate conflict?

Shit.

This picture drives me nucking futs.

Seriously.

Worn button-fly jeans.

Sliver of underwear.

Triangle of stomach.

Well used "Austin" shirt.

(with only 4 buttons between me and heaven)

Classic sunglasses.

Mid stride.

And.

He's fucking SUCKING on something.

Shit.

Look at his mouth.

I can't fucking look away...

Shit.

This picture breaks my heart.

Is it part of the movie?

Possibly.

But he looks so damn sad.

I want to hug him...

Protect him from whatever is hurting him.

He has looked miserable on this set.

He seems to keep withdrawing

more and more every day.

I want him to be happy again.

Please.

And so that is my dilemma.

On one hand...

my heart lusts for Rob.

on the other...

my heart aches for Rob.

How do I get these feelings

to co-exist?

I'm not sure.

Is it even possible?

Shit.

Bye for now ♥