Day 23- New Moon- Crying and Dying

Can I just say ...

That Robert and Kristen

are channeling

Edward and Bella...

BIG FUCKING TIME.

Brilliant job.

I'm trying... really hard.

But I don't think I can articulate my feelings.

By now... you have seen all the New Moon clips...

(and I don't mean to be all spoilerish...

but if you've read the books... you already know what happens)

There was a 'behind the scenes' clip...

shot in Italy.

The best part was watching

Kristen run into Rob's arms.

Or Bella/Edward.

It gets confusing sometimes

;)

And then...

There was the clip of the fight between

Edward and Felix.

WoW

Again... the best part...

Edward fucking FLIPS Bella

out of the way to protect her.

Um...

Protective, Fierce Edward...

is the fucking BEST.

But now...

The 'break up' scene.

and can I just say...

IT FUCKING KILLED ME.

No... Crying and Dying...

isn't a good enough reason to stop me from watching it

again and again and again and again and again.

(Did I mention... again?)

Nah... what's a little death and tears

when you are watching Robert and Kristen

fucking bring Edward and Bella to life.

Right there.

In front of you.

Because that is exactly what happened.

I was literally pulled right into the moment.

I was so scared for Bella...

I was sorry for Edward.

I cried. I died.

In fact...

I'm crying just fucking writing about it.

But JFC...

Robert.

The emotion. The pain.

Everything was right there in his eyes.

"You don't want me?"

"No."

I could actually hear Bella's heart break...

And then...

He kisses her goodbye...

And the pain... the anguish...

is on his face.

And now I'm all blubbery again.

I find it so odd that this can affect me so strongly...

I mean... I've read the books...

I know how this all ends.

Yet.

Seeing Edward and Bella brought to life

from the beloved page...

Kills me.

Totally. Dead. Gone.

Crying and Dying.

Bye For Now ♥