I Don't Know How To Love Him

I am going away for a few days.

A place far far away from Robert.

No internet.

Do places like that still exist?

Apparently...

And we happen to own one of them.

Sometimes I think it's all a plot...

A plot.

Conspirators...making plans to get me away from Robert.

Trying to find other ways for me

to spend my time...

Not staring endlessly into the computer screen...

Lusting.

Drooling.

Wanting.

NEEDING.

Evildoers....

Scallywags.

Keeping me from my obsession.

Trying to open doors

into other parts of my life.

Forcing me

to think of other things.

Other people.

But my heart will not be denied.

My desire will not be satiated.

I love you

Robert Pattinson.

I can't stay away for long.

Bye for now♥