Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Dark Rose



OK. I'm in a rather pissy mood (again?). It always comes back to the obsession/addiction to all things Robert Pattinson.

No, it's not because of my obsession that I am being bitchy today. No. I have come to accept this burning desire to wrap myself around Rob. I have to...it's either that or the padded room. But here's the thing. Don't you FUCKING dare try to tell me that I'm wrong for feeling this way. Don't you FUCKING dare try to push your thoughts on me. Don't you FUCKING dare project your shitty pent up bullshit onto me.

I don't fucking need someone getting all righteous and pompous and acting like they are better than me. Fuck that, OK?

See, I am dealing with my Robsession the best way I know how. I indulge myself. Endlessly. And how can being addicted to Rob be bad, when its brought me to Robsessed...and some of the best people I've yet to meet? These girls make me think. Laugh. Cry. And I feel fucking protective of them...

It's all well and good to deal with your issues...your way. But I draw the line when you expect everyone else to follow your lead...and if they don't...well, they must be useless, stupid and weak.

I'm enjoying my Robsession. I am still figuring it out....but it has been a helluva ride so far. I'm not stupid. I can think for myself. And my first reaction when someone preaches at me, and tries to shove their beliefs down my throat? I spit that shit right back out.

Sorry if this is so bitchy. I guess I'm being Dark Rose today.

Bye for now

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